This is how Tim Challies started a blog post a couple of months ago, and it captured my attention.
When we first started attending our church, and first came to understand, and agree with Reformed teaching; I found myself to be a complete zealot. I KNEW that what I believed was an absolute truth, and any wavering from that doctrine was false, and if it wasn’t sinful, it was definitely leading someone down the path. I was constantly arguing with friends who believed a few things different from me. I browbeat people with scripture and old Spurgeon and Luther quotes. I think I actually enjoyed it. It made me feel superior, it made me feel special, as if I had been revealed some secret knowledge that others weren’t privy to.
Over the years, though, as I’ve matured in my faith, I’ve been able to have a much better understanding of God’s grace for his people. Don’t get me wrong, I still believe all that Calvinist (“TULIP”) doctrine, I do believe it is correct theology. But, I am also much more humble in that belief. After all, as any good Calvinist would say, whatever grace God has lavished upon me, I have done absolutely nothing to deserve it, and in fact deserve eternal separation from him. So, how can I be proud of that?
Someone actually said to me recently, that I may be too lenient towards some in my acquaintance that believe some slightly different secondary doctrine. How awesome is that? Maybe I’m not so much of a jerk anymore…well, that might be going too far! At the very least though, God has worked some subtle changes in my heart and for that I’m thankful.
As for that Challies post, here’s some of his analysis:
He has identified three principles that he believes are useful when thinking about this subject. Please click over to his site to check them out. Maybe they’ll be helpful to you too.